Entry: De-tour and some facts Friday, May 14, 2004

Hey writing after quite some time. Was little bit busy, researching "prospective" colleges in Delhi or Mumbai for pursuing my course in HM.

Oh yeah, so I was saying this is a "de-tour" post to my BEST friend's blog. She wrote some general things about me, which to a certain extent I can deny... but alas let me bask in the sunshine of popularity.... which may not last after you may read what she wrote about me because she wrote something related to me, which some of you may find disgusting, intolerable, pissing off... in short all the bad things which can happen to one. In this process my so called "Cyber- Image" ( I came across this word on Tan's blog ) can be tarnished or even destroyed to tits n bits. But for a friend like, I can destroy zillions of these images which are temporary and are found in this online world only. You can read it here. Even saying million times thank you's will be nothing equivalent to what she wrote about me. If words could say more... I could have said and said non-stop...but afterall English language has its limits.. my appreciation and thanks has no limits for you.

Truly speaking, I have been wearing a "mask" since I started blogging. I am not the real me... perhaps because I never liked the way I am. But then I realised that I am special.. if not exaggerating, I am unique in my own way. I am not saying that " I am the best guy or friend you can find in this world" but not the bad afterall. A friend pointed me out that the majority of my links are female blogger's. Please dont tax your mind by thinking that I am pervert or something. To justify my point, I would like to say that it was rather a "learning" process for me. My only aim was to "understand" the female point of view towards guys. What qualities do they look for in guys? What makes them the most happy in this world? These are the few question's whose answers I have been looking for. I wont say that I have learnt a lot, but what I have learnt is certainly valuable. I may not be the best of flirts around, or typical show off guys.. but I have certainly learnt what the "flirts" dint. Yes, I have witnessed several flirts in this blogworld. If you classify me as one of them, it would certainly be injustice done to me, but I have nothing against you as every one is entitled to his/her own point of view.

For the uninformed I stood 34th in the Hotel Management entrance examination( ok not equivalent to IIT or AIEEE), but the catch is that I dint prepare for the exam at all. I have looked through the prospects of HM. Some may even think that Hotel Management is a farce, but wont say it in the comment box... they will say "congrats and its quite good" but their mind will be thinking of what I formerly said. And I have several of my other competitive exams left as well. People may think that since I am from a science background, Engg is the best and MUST option for me. But I think different. It was a very wrong decision which I took two years back. I never had the inclination towards Physics or Chemistry as a science student should have. But I always and still like Mathematics.

After going through what my friend, wrote some of you develop negative things about me. I am not going to ask you "Why?". Everyone has his/her own right to think and make opinions.

I dont have much time now , since my 12th results are going to be out anytime in the coming weeks and even I have to take some important decisions right now. Time is short. I am leaving this blog for sometime now. But I will be back with a new post when I am all settled down in Mumbai or Delhi.

Wish me luck for my new life, new college, new friends...hope its the very best I could get.

Ah, one more thing. I am not writing the concluding part of MHN. As a matter of fact, I never saw the movie also. I just chatted up with Rash one night and got the details from her. So all the applauses should be for her, as I only gave my words to her thoughts ( I mean to her chat conversations). Thanks Rashmi( rash is stupid name:p) and I wish the very best for your future ahead.

I may write a post before leaving for my destination.

Till next time...bye....no not bye...as Tan said... Ciya:)


Nemesis, Twi(t)ster
May 21, 2004   10:17 PM PDT
Hee hee.. I'm assuming you got my very long rant. All the best, and kick ass :)
May 17, 2004   11:56 AM PDT
heya CC !! All the very best for ur HM buddy !! EnJoI it to the hilt, n have fun !! :) really have enjoyed reading ur blogs, n will surely remain a regular :) .. EnJoI !
May 16, 2004   05:58 PM PDT
u knw something cc.. its always good to be like v r... without any pretences.. this is a small statement..but means...a hell lot..
May 16, 2004   01:27 PM PDT
All the best buddy...keep bloggin ...wud luv to read ur posts!!
May 16, 2004   01:26 PM PDT
Same comment as Somersault..!!
May 16, 2004   12:40 PM PDT
why are u writing such serious posts???
May 16, 2004   04:58 AM PDT
CC... you don't have to justify yourself... you are the best... always remember that...
and well... that entire science thing na??.... it's so weird... Mr.Confusion has struck here too... big time!! But I'm glad... that you do have the courage to follow your dreams... specially since I'm lacking it big time right now... I'm under immense pressure to do something which I don't want to do at all... and I might just buckle down under it. I hope that I don't... and you CC will be my inspiration!!... ayaaa.... ab toh hum kuch jyaada hi acha acha cheez bol diye :p... CC toh aasmaan mein ud raha hoga.. well... udne do... 'coz that's his place and that's where he deserves to be!! **hugs**
And about the MHN thing... you didn't have to tell the entire world you know :p.. I was just kidding when I said all that on msger!! And I love chatting with you CC... even though whenever you come online, somehow my msger always goes ka-boooom!!!
I'll miss you a lot over here but well.. I do hope that I'll get the regular BUZZES on yahoo msger :)
And best of luck for your life ahead... akhri mein ek chota sa gaana-
"I hope that life treats you kind
And I hope that you have all you dreamed of
And I wish for you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish for you love"
jay menon
May 16, 2004   02:07 AM PDT
CC i still remember the first time we met....when u came first in some comment box b4 me..and u gave a cute reply.....dont rem wat was tht...34th in HM, good one kiddo, work hard its not an easy thiing....wiill miss ya
May 16, 2004   01:34 AM PDT
Hey brother..just make sure you keep in touch ... you have all my wishes in all your endeavors ... *hugs* *pats on the back* go ahead boy and achieve what you want :) and ... those were really sweet sweet thoughts from Meera for you ... I must say both of you are really lucky to share such a sweet and beautiful friendship ..
all the best for everything
baccche :P
"Dont ;et anyone ever make you feel like you dont deserver what you want!!" (a cool one from a holl movie :P)
May 15, 2004   11:44 PM PDT
All the best in all your endeavors :)
May 15, 2004   11:42 PM PDT
HM...hmm...as i mentioned before...HM people have to be nice to even the most irritating of people. U will have to be nice to me too wen i come to ur hotel. will u manage that?? :P and heyy...who says science students have to take up engg? even i joined law after studying science in my school. gana yaad aya...kuch to log kahenge...logon ka kaam hai kehnaaaaaa.... :) take care BCC! hope all goes well for u!
May 15, 2004   11:41 PM PDT
12th results! Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, can't ever forget that queasy feeling in my stomach as i looked up my results online. Was so nervous i entered my ICQ number instead of the hall ticket number and was scared outta my wits when the page said "your roll number does not exist" 8-0 . It's just another day and as much as people say that it moulds your future and everything, it's all false! Best of luck with your future! It is what you make it.
May 15, 2004   11:12 PM PDT
hey ya CC!!U!!! WAIT TILL I GET U -C WHAT I DO!!N WHAT R U TALKIN ABT-CYBER IMAGE??OR AM I BEIN DUMB-WELL WHATEVER-UR ANYTHIN BUT A FLIRT-OMG!!i dinno i was typin in caps!damn anyways ur damn good u know-n well u gonna go away???NO(SCREAMS)plz don mind my caps! n hey hope evrythin goes well with ur life,ur 12th marks n all-decide what u think is the best-bestovluck with ur life,ur college,ur new frds,(ur new gf too ;)) n well SO u dint c the movie!CC!!!IM COMMIN----to get ya
Caffeine Addict
May 15, 2004   05:31 PM PDT
dude HM is a very taxin job! I was seriously planning to go about it..then english happened :) hey lil pal...guess no ones really too keen on showin their real self in blogland. stiff upperz boyo...
ok this makes no sense...but wat the heck, wont delete it :)
May 15, 2004   02:49 PM PDT
A very nice post.. and you really have good imagination if u didnot see MHN.. i congratulate you not on your rank, but on the fact that u know what you want, and more importantly, what u dont want...
wherever you are, i hope you are always true to yourself, and resume blogging... a post a week will do re..
May 15, 2004   12:59 PM PDT
I don't think ur image was ruined, as u matter of fact it improved a lot!! Even i started respecting u more... m sure u r a GEM of friend!! Ur friends r lucky to hv u! Best luck for ur new ventures.. n also for ur 12th results!! n keep on blogging.. me will always come to check it :)
May 15, 2004   12:58 PM PDT
college is gonna bring out the best in you CC- all the best...au revoir :)
May 15, 2004   12:52 PM PDT
hmmmmm, ur post sounds like a sop-opera yaar!all the best for HM!
May 15, 2004   11:51 AM PDT
hay u never said u got the 34th rank WITHOUT learning :D...see u have got talent man...hmmm....as for the engineering thing....even i didnt want to do it!...but time went so fast that its over.....just follow u r heart man...ask u r parents...they are your best guides in this...keep all options open...if HM it is, then be it!...jus check out the job offerings on HM n u will have an idea where u'll end up aft the course...no one told me all this, but i am telling u!.
May 15, 2004   11:37 AM PDT
Hey..34th Rank is cool..U do good..in whtever u plan to do..er..does tht make any sense..4get it..all I mean is ALL THE BEST..and yeah..I am back for pakafying u..but now u r leaving..:|..Hmm..GOOD LUCK!
May 15, 2004   12:50 AM PDT
hey al d best cc. n it's perfectly ok if u aren't takin up engg. just do what ur heart says. it alwayz pays. am sayin wat life taught me!! infact, engg is quite boring n very conventional. go ahead, find ur own road. all the wishes. god bless :)
May 15, 2004   12:42 AM PDT
shucks why r the both of us getting so senti today CC? damn...u made me cry again u naughty boy....why do u have to go? why cant u study sicko pol. sc. at ju? :P just kidding...will always love ya and u'll always be my best friend. and dont worry nothing in this world is more imp. than truth...all other things suck...even images :P hugsssssssss
May 15, 2004   12:23 AM PDT
Ohha..please come to Delhi re...Sometimes it sucks out here...Don't worry abt Image...at all...u R u...a fun, a good listener..and the only one with whom i can have "chemical" fights..hehe...kiddo...it is disgusting...btw..ur worried what others are thnking abt ur course...forget them yaar...apun ne bhi engg ppake chorr diya...we wud have fun in the Hotel jiska tu manager hoga...hehe..Not ganda fun, btw..CHILL don't be so senti...hostel wud be amazing fun..trust me on that...and ur not goin to some army mission...!! Take lot of care...u great guy..and HUGS- this time I mean it...not fun okie...!!
May 14, 2004   11:48 PM PDT
Will do that Mehak and thanks for the wishes:)
May 14, 2004   11:40 PM PDT
me first...CC all d best .......n keep in touch..keep sending offline msgs whenever u get d time...tk!

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